Out of Sync

Lately I've been feeling a little out of sync with my life. I mean, I know that I go through moods from time to time, but this is a sort of feeling I haven't felt since I left Austin. Everything feels out of place and wrong somehow, and I don't know what I need to do to correct it.

It doesn't help that I've been feeling miserable since last night, either. I have a feeling I ate something that was bad, because my stomach has been hating me so much.

What bothers me most, though, is not this feeling of being out of touch with reality, but with the effects it's having on everything else in my life. Nothing is getting done. I'm scrambling to get homework finished (and let's face it, working when one is not feeling well sucks and isn't very constructive to getting things accomplished), my room is an absolute mess, and let's not even start in on myself. The mess that I am extends beyond the physical, though. Something just...it just doesn't feel right.

I'm out of sync with my life, and it's destroying me, little by little. I'm trying to grab ahold of the pieces to keep everything from breaking down and falling apart, but it's getting harder and harder to do. I don't know what's wrong...why now? After doing better, after getting better and moving on with my life...why now? What is it that I am missing?

What do I need to do to stop sinking and start moving again?

I need a resynchronization.